Thursday, December 15, 2011

heavy head

My head and heart
feel heavy
and I feel sad
and scared
about the passage of time
and for a moment
I missed my mom very intensely
and I missed being a child very intensely
time gives me nightmares
vague nightmares
where something terrifying and
irreversible has happened
The feeling is the same as the one I get
when I am
for a moment
suddenly aware that there is a beginning
and an end
and I can only struggle to control
some part in the middle

1 comment:

  1. This is the best poem I have read all year and I've read fuck-ton of poems this year.